You, sinner are outside the Kingdom of God and must knock upon the doors until they are opened by the Living Lord Jesus. Jesus does not respond to your every beck and call. You must respond to His and He commands you to Repent (Acts 17)!
Have you clung to His cross? Have you loathed your own sinful self and beg Jesus to crucify you upon His cross and hide you in His tomb, buried with his body? Sincerity is in this way - a beggar for mercy pleading guilty before a mighty God who exacts vengeance on the wicked sinner and gives mercy to the one who can lay claim on His power by faith.
Have you clung to His cross? Have you loathed your own sinful self and beg Jesus to crucify you upon His cross and hide you in His tomb, buried with his body? Sincerity is in this way - a beggar for mercy pleading guilty before a mighty God who exacts vengeance on the wicked sinner and gives mercy to the one who can lay claim on His power by faith.